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| Time: | Friday, 25th April, 2008 @ 8:37pm |
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hi. will school just end now please.
i cant handle being in this apartment anymore.
nope.
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Wednesday, February 6th, 2008
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| Time: | Wednesday, 6th February, 2008 @ 12:10pm |
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i think the windows in my apartment, or at least my bedroom are really badly installed or something because my room is always freezing, even when trevor turns the heat to 90 (which happens a lot and no one knows until we smell something that smells like burning). livin with a bunch of boys is interesting. not good. not bad. but interesting.
i think i need a vacation. i want to go up north really bad. or somewhere warm. my family is going to florida in a week or two. i wasnt invited. just kerry. lame.
freezing rain sucks. michigan state should learn how to cancel classes. ecspecially on days when i have an exam. stupid school.
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Tuesday, January 15th, 2008
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| Time: | Tuesday, 15th January, 2008 @ 9:25pm |
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my apartment smells like brownies and it smells amazing.
i've decided that january is by far the longest month. i actually made that decision years ago, but i felt like i should broadcast it to someone other than myself.
the cats being really cute today. its probably cause he doesnt feel good because he ate courtney's salmon when she was letting it thaw. hes a fat ass. wes and adam got arrested last night, so i guess were having a party on friday to raise money for their court fees and what have you, so if anyone wants to come up to state on friday do it to it. i like visitors. you could bring ice skates and we could go use our ice rink! anyways, the brownies are done now, so i have to go eat some more.
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Sunday, December 9th, 2007
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| Time: | Sunday, 9th December, 2007 @ 5:01pm |
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so, first semester is almost done. it went by really fast this year.
i still dont know where im living next year. we were getting a house, but now halley wants to study abroad first semester (which i think is a good idea, so im not going to try to talk her out of it), and theres no way in hell im just living with dana.
I think i might do a co-op, but im nervous about living with new people. i still think itd be really cool though. i dont know, i need to figure it out soon though.
i want this week to end so it will be break, and i want it to be new years so my caitz babez will be in MI! she hasnt been here in over a year...wild!
i should really be studying for finals right now, but i think my brain might shut down soon so im taking a well deserved break. i guess its technically not well deserved because i havent gotten much done at all, but oh well.
im ready for break. and for no school for a month. i get to just hang out and do nothing and see all my favorite people at home!
this semester has been the most stressful time for me on many different levels. my classes were super hard. living with some of the people i live with wasnt exactally easy. and now that i messed up last weekend, things have been even more confusing because i have that whole issue to deal with again!
ahhh oh well! ill survive!
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Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
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| Time: | Wednesday, 17th October, 2007 @ 7:51pm |
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i feel like something is missing...
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Friday, September 14th, 2007
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| Time: | Friday, 14th September, 2007 @ 2:51pm |
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im sick of school already.
my classes suck.
i like my apartment though.
i just wish it wasnt so far away.
it feels like fall outside.
i love fall!
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| Time: | Tuesday, 6th March, 2007 @ 10:05pm |
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eeep! its spring break and i havent done shit yet. minus fridays party at megz in the garage for the first time in like 6 nonths. and tonights mid=day beer b]ping which im still fucked up from. eeehhh its only 10 and i still have to go back out laaaaammme. ehhh well. i dont even care. i dont know why im even typin this im just waitind for xtina to get done at vryans so we can g oout and chill.
<3!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
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| Time: | Tuesday, 27th February, 2007 @ 11:10pm |
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i love how the last couple entries on my friends page are about how people are writting in their livejournals instead of writting papers and such, my how we've all grown up. thats exactally what im doing too though. i need to vent. and i know no one even reads this shit anymore, but i still need to vent so im going to do it anyways.
this week sucks. school sucks. everyone around me sucks. i hate chemistry and the fact that no matter how much i study or how hard i try i still fuck it all up. i hate iah. i hate the class. and the assignments, and the stupid 5 page paper im supposed to be doing. i dont care though. because im in a horrible mood. how is it that when one bad thing happens 10 more have to happen right after, just to multiply the horrible mood i was already in by that much more. i give up. i give up on school. on relationships. on everything. dont ever rely on other people to make you happy because in the end it just makes you even more unhappy. i just need this week to be done. i need to have it be thursday at 4:50 pm, and then it is officially spring break. and i can go up north with some of my favorite people and get away from all this shit. and on sunday when i come back, i can come back to my house and relax and still be away from all this bullshit.
i just need a break thats all. and then ill be fine.
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Friday, February 9th, 2007
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| Time: | Friday, 9th February, 2007 @ 3:55am |
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dont ever waste your time thinking someone cares because chances are they dont. at least in my case.
fuck this i thought you were different.
fuck you.
i give up on it.
dont call me anymore.
and dont expect me to come over ever again
because i done with this shit.
im sick of feeling like this.
i dont care about the cute things you say.
or how much you make me smile.
no matter how happy you might make me
it doesnt make up for how shitty you make me feel in the end.
im done.
i give up.
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Wednesday, February 7th, 2007
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| Time: | Wednesday, 7th February, 2007 @ 11:20am |
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i'm so confused about everything right now.
last week i was so so so happy and now i just dont know anymore.
he makes me smile so much though.
but then he makes me confused like this.
its not that i feel used because i dont at all.
he makes sure i know that thats not how it is.
and i believe him because hes not that kind of person.
its just that i wish i knew what this all meant.
i wish i knew what the things he says mean.
and i wish he didnt make me smile so much,
but he does just by looking at me.
no ones ever made me smile like that before. ever.
oh.
i miss all my bff's too.
i havent been home in over a month.
:(
and i havent seen caitlin since november.
i feel lonely.
i need my bff's.
on a lighter note im going to colorado in june!
thats all.
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Friday, December 15th, 2006
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| Time: | Friday, 15th December, 2006 @ 2:10pm |
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my 2006, just cause it seems to be the cool thing to do...
january: i dont go to school a lot.
its because im dying.
or because i cough too much.
whatever. i like making bill watch golden girls and movies about gay cowboys.
except i dont make him watch golden girls. he does that one by choice.
february: wow. whatta week. things have been going really great. lots of fun.
and im lying.
this week sucks.
and its only half done.
and it keeps getting worse by the day.
i cant wait until tomorrow.
maybe ill get hit by a car or something?
you never know.
march: me and carl went and bought harry potter yesterday. it was exciting.
i've been watching nothing but project runway for like 4 days straight, im sad.
oh, and appearantly, my house is the new place to be? im not really that into it, but come over. or something?
april: i leave tomorrow morning at 9 for florida!
im so excited.
spring break is finally happening.
i just hope it all works out and we all dont want to kill eachother.
ecspecially after the car ride.
may: i have pictures from spring break. ok theres like 5. and theyre real tiny because theyre from my phone. and there are only 5 because my phone broke on like the second day, so i was quite limited.
june: GRADUATION PARTY TOMORROW. 2-? BE THERE!
july: yesterday was warped tour. me, megz, and xtina all woke up feeling like shit from the night before because you probably shouldnt play drinking games all night when you have to get up early and be outside allllll day. it was also one of the hottest days all summer. not the best combination. i dont think ive ever felt more sweaty and disgusting in my life. it was a good time though. me, megz, and xtina got down there at like 1230. then we found out we already missed misery signals, alexisonfire, and early november. which sucked. but we did get to see every time i die, which is pretty much why i went.
august: i just got done with my first class of college like 2 hours ago. and its not all that bad. i like state. ive had a very crazy and fun week here, ive aquired a few minor injuries (sprained/twisted ankle on night 2). but i like it.
september: my sweatshirt still smells like him.
and i like it.
except it makes me miss himmm.
:)
october: rains lame.
schools lame.
i miss my bff.
and november is too far.
:(
soo halloween weekend was pretty crazy. i still feel kind of dead.
november: went and saw bob dylan this weekend, which was fun cause i got to hang out with a lot of people that i havent hung out with in a while.
december: sometimes we go see santa at the mall. schools almost done for the semester, only a week left, than second semester, then it will be april and ill be done... eeep!
i only have to go for 4 more days, and i dont have to go to one of my classes on two of those days! its so weird. it went by super super fast. im excited to go home for christmas, except for the fact that i have absolutely no money.
schools done. im glad to be home. i just cant believe its done already. ehhh well.
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Saturday, December 2nd, 2006
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| Time: | Saturday, 2nd December, 2006 @ 4:58pm |
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too bad it looks shortened so i look very short and chubby... whatever.
sometimes we go see santa at the mall. schools almost done for the semester, only a week left, than second semester, then it will be april and ill be done... eeep!
i only have to go for 4 more days, and i dont have to go to one of my classes on two of those days! its so weird. it went by super super fast. im excited to go home for christmas, except for the fact that i have absoltely no money and should really try to find a job over break, but most likely i wont, and my the time i have to get books for second semester, i wont be able to afford them. ehhhh.
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Monday, November 6th, 2006
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| Time: | Monday, 6th November, 2006 @ 6:51pm |
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i put up new livejournal pictures. which doesnt really matter because no one reads this anymore. but i was bored.anyways... i went and saw bob dylan this weekend, which was fun cause i got to hang out with a lot of people that i havent hung out with in a while. then i stayed home and hung out with some babez for the rest of the weekend. now im at school. i wish thanksgiving would come faster. i need a break from school. once thanksgiving happens then we come back for like a week and its my month long christmas break!!!!!!!! i might get to see my bff soon! i havent seen her since august and its not right. i used to see her every minute of my day, minus school. and now i havent seen her in 3 months. insane. well. this is laaame.
people should send me mail at school because i get really excited when i get mail at school!!!!!! so do it. ill give you my address.
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Monday, October 30th, 2006
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| Time: | Monday, 30th October, 2006 @ 11:07am |
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soo halloween weekend was pretty crazy. i still feel kind of dead. i didnt get back to my room until like 5pm yesterday. and i fell asleep on woz's couch at 8:30 and went to my room at 11 and slept until like 8 this morning. i like sleep, i guess. i have pictures and i dont want to resize them cause im too lazy so here ya go.
( ohh state )
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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| Time: | Thursday, 12th October, 2006 @ 11:26am |
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remember that time it was snowing really hard out?
cooool michigan.
its october. october 12th at that.
there is no reason for snow right now.
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Wednesday, October 11th, 2006
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| Time: | Wednesday, 11th October, 2006 @ 11:24am |
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rains lame.
schools lame.
i miss my bff.
and november is too far.
:(
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Monday, October 2nd, 2006
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| Time: | Monday, 2nd October, 2006 @ 8:54am |
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its thundering out. so that means i dont have to go to class. right? too bad its only 9am and im awake and ive been awake and i cant go back to sleep now, even though i skipped class and dont have class until 4:10 now. but i suck. i didnt sleep at all last night. i really have nothing to say, i just cant sleep.
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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
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| Time: | Wednesday, 27th September, 2006 @ 9:40am |
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todays my birthday.
im finally an adult...legally, not mentally, i dont know if that will ever happen.
its all rainy and yucky out (big suprise, i think there has been maybe 4 days since ive been here that it hasnt rained).
i have 2 test/exams tomorrow.
but its my birthday, so i probably wont study.
and fail.
ahh somethings you just hav make exceptions for, and i think turning 18 is one of them.
im going home tomorrow, and im kind of excited.
shit, i guess i should probably go buy a ton of porn.
cyaaaa!
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Monday, September 18th, 2006
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| Time: | Monday, 18th September, 2006 @ 10:54am |
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my sweatshirt still smells like him.
and i like it.
except it makes me miss himmm.
:)
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